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2012

2012 has been a year of tremendous ups and downs.  

     The ups have included many get together s with old friends who have become new friends all over again.  It would have been a much harder year without the support and love of so many of you: Allison, Jonna, Colleen, Katrina, Robert, Mark, Kerry, Lori and so many others.  Your undying love and support have been without equal.

      Through all the trials and tribulations I have endured with my daughters, my parents, myself and life in general it goes to show you that it does take a village some days just to get through a given day.

     While both of my children are intent on sharing their displeasure of me, with me, I have finally come to understand that I raised them to be who they are, even if I don't care for it from time to time.  They must live their lives (with or without me) for now and hopefully one day they will realize that mom isn't such a bad gal and will one day find their way back home.

     We will see what 2013 brings.  I hope a few more trips here and there.  I hope a little more peace and a little less stress will abound.  I hope to be able to spend more time with friends.  I hope to be a better person.

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